The Conversation

Hey and stuff…how’s it going? well I’m just sitting here in this hot room..listening to what you would call a contemporary piece …my mind is moving at 100934787384 mph…well not really but it’s wandering from thought to thought…I have a slight headache also..just read something interesting though..from another blog you can check it out here …she’s a very good writer..before I go any further I’d like to inform you that this is a ramble post..nothing is gonna be remotely coherent…bear with me

I feel weird today..woke up feeling this way..don’t quite know how the rest of the day is gonna play out but I hope someone comes along and brighten it…maybe it’s this heat…this room feels strange…I can feel a lingering energy and it’s making me very uncomfortable..I gotta get rid of it..I hate being stagnant..just sitting and existing..I wanna do more..I feel like I’m fighting for my sanity…I’m on edge………………………………………………………………………………………………………
why is this happening right now…what the hell’s wrong with me????…okay get it together Lije..don’t let what ever this is get you down..you’re too –for lack of a better term–strong for that…leave all this freaking out stuff to the impuissant….there..breathe……………..breathe….that’s better now let’s continue….

Energy is a serious thing….I don’t know what else to ta– wait…oh yea..guess what folks..I have performance coming up…for those of you who don’t know I’m a an recording artist…my genre of music  is Hip-hop..I’m quite good..won’t toot my own horn but if you heard me you’ll like what I do even if you’re not a fan of Hip-hop…not saying you’ll become a fanatic..just saying that you’d enjoy it..you know like one of those..”that was actually nice” moments…I do apologize for that little rant just now though..I was seriously in a dark place at the moment..I know some of you are probably tripped out….(when I say some of you  I mean all)..but that’s okay cause it works..it’s what makes our relationship so interesting..me being the “nut case” and  you guys being sane..it’s the perfect friendship….

but that’s it for me today…hope I didn’t scare you too much…cause then I’d have no one to share my thoughts with if you didn’t wanna read my blog anymore..and I can’t exactly talk to myself..it’s not a good look..it’s bad enough I have some of the interests I do now…if I started that then I’d get a free trip to the loony bin..and you wouldn’t want that for your old friend would you now??…so please continue to read and have mixed emotions about why the hell it is you keep reading..until next time…<3 love you guys ..no really…I do!

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